This kind of thing right here? This is killing me.
This is today. It’s 7 am and I’ve been up for over 3 hours.
So much on my mind lately and it seems impossible to turn off my brain. I recently figured out that slowly counting backward from 100 helps. Not last night (this morning?) though. (Can waking at 3:45 am be considered morning or is that still night?)
You’d think in 3 hours time I could do something useful. Fold laundry? Do my nails? Pay bills? Watch the unedited, full-length version of The Sound of Music? But no, because when it’s 4 or 5 am and you’re bone-tired all you want to do is lay there and try to sleep. Which is maddening. And super stupidly unproductive.
You know what else is maddeningly unproductive and mind-numbing? Staring at this for 6 hours:
So fine. I’ve showered and I’m getting ready for work. You’ve won this battle, brain, but you won’t win the war.
Hello, Starbucks? Can you deliver grande mocha light frappuccinos hourly?
Yours in sleeplessness,